....第一次...

今天啊..
还是我第一次去formal interview nehx~!!
哈哈...感觉不算太可怕啦..
可能是因为四个人一起的关系吧~~ 哈哈~!!
而且啊..我还耍白痴了一下..
哎...真的是受不了自己勒~!! =.="


最近的我...
>>没有你的日子..我过得更好了~!!<< 对~!! 何必为了你流泪呢??何必为了一个不应该的感情执着呢?? 其实你我都没错~~只是啊..你应该更适合另一个她吧~! ^^ 明白不能固执下去..放手是最明智的选择~ 有人说我苯..也有人说我的选择是对的~~ 哈哈..我都不管啦~!! 谢谢你给过的回忆..那些日子我很开心..真的有小感动.. 但是现实归现实..又何必再拖下去呢?? 我承认我没你想象中那么潇洒~~ 我也有崩溃的时候.. 我也有伤心的时候..我也有放不下的时候.. 可是现在没事啦~~现在的我真的很开心..跟朋友讲起你的事..也没什么感觉了~ 我啊..一定一定会找到一个适合我的人..一个会疼我的人.. 虽然现在没有人要..T.T...以后也不懂有没有..T.T...可是我会加油的~! 不再为了爱情苦了自己...我不会再因为发生过的事哭了~~ 希望我会遇到那个人吧...哈哈~!! 可是啊..我这个被动的呆瓜..看来真的还蛮难遇到另一个人吧~~ 因为啊..如果对方不主动的话..哈哈..应该不会有什么进展吧..=.=" 哎..就等等等吧~~~哈哈~!! so....go on with ur life...我们就从此变两条平行线吧~! 要幸福哦~!! ^^ fuh fuh...
如果你没说...我还真的不懂你有来看我的blog勒~!!
你啊..好歹也留下你的痕迹嘛~!! 给个COMMENT嘛~!! 记得啊~!!!哈哈~!!

还有还有...
个位个位..有虾米时..就在这里留言吧~!
有些这里的事..面对面讲出来会尴尬的哇~~~^^
所以..拜托拜托啦~~~ ^^

^云顶^一日游~~~

哈哈哈~~~
终于终于有力气来写blog了勒~~ =.="
可想而知我有几累呀~~
哎..老了啦~!!我的老骨头快散了~~=.="

昨天啊~~~ 12-12-2007~~

我们这一斑人就如计划上云顶去啦~~~
说起来还真讨厌啊~! 都是前一天惹的祸~!
不懂我为什么那么"聪明"那么迟睡呀~! 真是太"天才"了~~!
害我当天睡迟~! 害全部人等我这个"天才"啊~~ =.=
呵呵..不好意思啦~~ 我不是故意的啦~~
只能怪我家的沙发太太太舒服了~~我连坐着就睡了老半天~~
(哈哈..把责任都推给沙发了~!)
原本约定好六点见的~~ 可是啊~~我这个"天才"六点半才到~
不好意思哦~~呵呵呵~~~ ^^

哎..去云顶的过程就不多说啦~~
只是啊~~驾德士的人的嘴巴真的是....哎..算了啦~~
好女不跟老伯伯计较滴~!哇哈哈哈~!! XD
说到晕车啊...
如果有晕车比赛的话..说不定我可以拿冠军勒~!
才到半山我就挂了~
幸好有酸梅啊~!!! 不然我都不懂怎么办勒~! =.="

嘻嘻..平时最爱吃酸梅的雯当然跟我共私咯~~嘻嘻嘻~~! ^^

到了云顶啊.. 居然下雨勒~!!!!
呜呜呜..老天爷啊...为虾米?!?!?! =.="
哇老耶~!还不是普通的冷啊~~~
由于雾太大..很多游戏都暂时关闭了~!气死人了啦~!!哎~~~~~
哎..还能做什么勒??只能去拍照咯~~
哈哈~~说到这个都好笑..平时最容易被欺负的芬当然避不过被欺负的命运咯~~
(严格来说..她从一开始就被欺负了~~哈哈~!!可是..很好笑耶..可怜可怜啊~~~)
在船上38了一下..一下就是我们的杰作了~~嘻嘻~~

等雨停还真不容易啊..=.=
眼看都一点多了..我们就进去indoor让我们的肚子能感受到被疼的感觉~哈哈~!

我们是点了很多东西..可是啊..我却吃不下~!!!!!!呜呜呜..可怜的我啊..T.T
(如果那些东西现在在我面前啊..说不定我会一扫而空啊~~ 饿扁了.. =.=" )
可是啊..老天爷终于被我们感动了~~太阳公公终于肯出来啦~~
哈哈~!! 我们当然不会放过机会啦~~
就抓紧机会去玩啦~!哈哈~!!
哇老耶..出到外面才知道还真 people mountain people sea啊~~!!

旋转椅子~~
这是我们attack第一个地点啦~~
虽然不用排很久的队..
可是啊...呜呜..上面滴下来的"液体"还不少啊..
真搞不懂那些是鞋子的水还是口水啊~~ =.=
站在下面的人当然中头奖咯~! =.=
哈哈~!! 芬最好笑了~!被滴得还被吓坏了~! 哈哈~~
哎..我啊我...穿的鞋子好象不适合玩这个勒..=.=
所以啊..只好脱鞋啦~~!!
我就知道的~!!玩完下来我的鞋子与我还相隔十千八百米啊~!
幸好有人帮忙..不然啊...
我可要变"鸡脚"了~!
T~辛苦你啦~~还得帮我拿鞋子..谢谢哦~!
哈哈..还有芬和向荣..谢啦...如果没有你们..我又会出丑啦~~ =.=

海盗船~~
这个呀..
哈哈~!! 其实可以很癜的..
可是啊..由于有点晕晕了~~
所以啊..玩的时候全部都变这样了~~哈哈~!! 玩到下来...我才发现我真的老了..呜呜..好晕啊~!! =.=

踩船..
原本列..是蛮想去完过山车的..
可是啊..我的状况真的超不好啊~!!
晕得我啊..只能跟另一斑去踩船啦~~
可是严格说起来啊..
我还真的是世级大白痴啊..不会踩啊~!!!
看~~天才吧??

科学馆?!?! 嗯..其实不懂这个叫什么啦~~
只是知道等了老半天..跑出来的东西还真"吓人"啊~! =.=
哈哈~~可是啊..就只有这个外星人最吸引了~~ =.="

旋转木马~~
哈哈~!!好象又回到小时候啦~~
不同的是没有木马给我坐了~!! 所以只能全部人贴在一个木马拍照啦~!哈哈~!!

就酱咯~~
其他时间我们都是在走..走..走...

回家之前~~
我们就跑去打机场拍大头贴啦~!!
可是可是~!!我想说啊...
靓女店员啊...你效一笑会不会比较迷人呢??
我们其实没叫你帮啦..(拜托..又不是第一次拍..)
可是既然你要帮..是不是应该面带笑容呢??
酷酷的脸会扫兴的啊~~ =.=
拍好大头贴后...我们还不忘在览车场耍白痴~~哈哈~!!

坐上览车..我就感觉到体力快耗完了~~
可是还是用尽最后一丝力气38了一下..

哈哈..上到巴士我就真的挂了~差点就"tidur mati"了~~

哎...在回家的巴士上啊..我又想打人了~!
有个高大的身影一直靠过来~!
哇赛~!讲真一句..好无助啊~!!超讨厌这种感觉了~!
好怕好怕他突然就撞过来..呜呜呜...怕死了~~
而且啊..我也不懂为什么昨天巴士上会有那么多怪胎..
叫什么叫啊???白痴~!! 当时就好想骂人了~! =.=
终于终于...我还是安全无事的回到家啦~~哈哈~!!
累到我啊..倒在床上就睡了~~~

>> Johore <<

终于终于可以正常用华语了~~
好像好久都是用我那烂英文勒~~ ==

回到正题吧~~

就是啊。。上个星期啊。。。。

我爸终于在百忙中抽出一点点的时间回家乡了~! 嘻嘻~~

好久没回去了~有点想念那边的说~哈哈~!

算算..都快一个月了吧~

看看吧~~这就是我亲爱的家乡啦~!哈哈~!

是不是看到有个老伯伯强镜头啊??

不用怀疑了~那就是我亲爱的老爸啦~!哇哈哈~!

(给他看到我叫他什么..一定会被他敲头吧~! XD)

他啊..平时就是喜欢说自己年轻~~

(老豆啊..你的年龄乘二就是一百岁了啦~ =.=")

好啦好啦~~ 就给他个面子..就叫他年轻的老伯伯吧~!哇哈哈~!!

这个就是从里面拍出去的啦~~

其实我还蛮喜欢这里的原因是这里的空气够新鲜~每次坐在秋千上都舍不得离开~
有可能到处都是树的关系吧~就觉得少了城市里的吵杂声~

所以我最喜欢在秋千上听歌看书的了~哈哈~!

不懂为什么~就觉得很轻松..很没压力~
但是啊~~住一两天还好..长期我就会闷死了~~ ==""

还有还有..这里就是我们这些"小瓜"的天堂了~

无论风吹雨打~ 我们都照样可以做些屋外活动~~ (就是所谓的outdoor activities啦)~~

这里因为够大~

所以羽毛球,篮球,还是什么鬼球都好~

无论晴天雨天..我们都可以玩得不亦乐乎啦~!哈哈~!

不用怕晒黑~~也不用怕变落汤鸡啦~~嘻嘻~~

这朵花很好笑哦~!

害我以为我的眼睛又有问题了~! 原来不是啊~~ 这朵花啊..我明明早上看的时候是白色的..哪知道到了傍晚就变粉红色了~! 哈哈~! 我还以为我眼花了呢~~ =="

是不是觉得奇怪为什么突然有个美女出现勒??

哈哈~~这位小姐啊..就是偶滴堂妹啦~!
哈哈~~~ 至于为什么她这么有型的坐在摩托上乖乖给我拍照勒..
那时因为她呀..
今天会考第三次的摩托考试啦~!! !哈哈~!! 所以昨天就卖命的练习咯~! 哇哈哈~!!

小姐啊...你撞破了婆婆的发财树是小事...今天不要撞到考官啊~! ><"
可是啊..看似容易..可是摩托骑上去一点也不简单啊~!

我这个呆瓜更不用说咯..骑了老半天..连平衡都有问题... =="

所以啊..为所有人的安全起件~我最后还是放弃了~! T.T

待了两天后~~ 也开始闷了~~~

也开始想我的电脑了~~

所以就回来啦~! 哈哈~!!
这些啊~~ 都是别的无聊时拍的哦~!

这个列..是我最喜欢吃的火龙果的树啦~~ 哇哈哈~~

长得还蛮快的嘛~~~ 可是我滴火龙果勒?????? T.T

哈哈~!!不给我拍的后果~~

哎..我长不大的小弟啊~~

吃多多吧~~

不要再当小矮人了啦~~~ ><"

哇哈哈~!!! 终于会扫地啦??
平时在家里不做家务的老豆来到这里也变勤劳了~!
(该不会是做乖乖仔给婆婆看的吧?? 老了啦~~就算几乖也没
零用钱拿的啦~~~哇哈哈~!!)





啦啦啦~~~
我滴青蛙王子在哪里??? XD

hehe~~

guess wat~~
my school life come to da end~~
there r so so so many memory goin on in my head rite now~~
those laughter, tears, dissapoinment, arguement and etc
that v had together b4..those something comes into ur mind too??
the memory that hv me in??hmm... a very very short period...
i still remember da 1st day i stepped into dat school...lazy.. unwilling to go to form six...
and unwilling to sit for exam..still remember those days v spent in dewan kuliah..
those days v dun even hv a class to study..at dat time..my mind is thinking.."omg..when i'm gonna finished studying in tis school???"
there r time where i lazy to wake up to go to school..there r times where i skipped school just to rest at home..there r times where i even hate to study~~there r time where v find a easy ans dat hardly...there r times where v even lazy to bring book to school~~ there r times where v didnt finished up our work even after been warn by teacher... there r times where v cracked our head for exams..there r times where v enjoyed selling stuff and earning $$..there r times where v fool around da school to take pics~~
but now...all dat was a part of memory dat i'll keep in mind forever..
maybe u'll ask wat's so interesting in dat??
but for me...tis moments is the moments where i learned how to be myself...this is the moment where i met many type of ppl...i learn many things in dat school..
some made me down...but some really made my day..
i met my new gang here.... i learn how to tolerant here... i learn how to be brave here... i learn how to comfort otheres here..i learned how to "fight" with a sub dat seems impossible for me....
i learned dat...i'm also useful here...
yea...i cherish every moment dat i spent...
so yea...la salle~~ bye bye~~ i'll miss u a lot~~

my view of point~~

hmm....suddenly feel like wanna write blog~~~hehehe~~


hmm...da same ques come into my mind too..
if u like some1.. will u tell them?
tell them even at the end u might lost them completely..o will u keep quiet??
which way???
wait wait...i just ask k... not for me..so yea.. dun think too much~!! wahaha~!

hmm..well... if me arh...
seriously.... better keep quiet~~ wakaka~!!
not i coward or wat..
it's just dat... losing and silence..
it's oways better to keep silence for me..
so yea... sy.. give me 5~~ u and me same same gek~~
come to think... yea... i've made the mistake b4..
haha...i didnt regret for telling it..
just hate to admit i lost another ppl har....
so yea... yea.... u're rite..
"if there was no hope... than wont dissapointed lorr~"
last time..i wish i can rely on some1 without any fear... really really hope so..
but now... dunno larr... it's better to be independent rite??
some1 told me dat i can rely on dat person..
when i edy overcome da fear....when i ready to rely on dat person... i realised dat there's no chance for me anymore...
haha...so yea... nvm lorr... turning back to wat i m last time is da better choice ha~
maybe i'm more happie dat way ba...


hmm hmm....

let's see.... there's a lot update now days larr...haha~!!

hey bamboo...i know u like my neighbour larr~!! i edy help u so much..u bully me then u know who i'll find to complain larr ho?? hehe~!! well... yea... sorry to hear dat her heart belongs to others... but yea... haha..no bad worr u.. still willing to be her fren gek~! AND~~DUN WORYY TOO MUCH CAN O NOT??? she not a lil kid larr wei~~ aiyo~!! and stop asking dat ques~! it's not dat easy to forget k??

hahaha...hey gurl... wat i can say is.... u really brave wei~! SWT~~~~ but arh....hmm...no comment no comment no comment~~ haih~~ 5 5 find sumone dat suitable for u ba~~~ gd luck~

and my dear arh my dear.... let go ba...u'll meet someone better gek~~ k?? dun "bu she de" him anymore liao~~ yea...it hurts.. but it wont in future... as u say ma..be single and find some1 new~~ wahaha~!! so waiting to see u do it ya~!! gambateh~!! XD

hmm....dat's all for now larr..hehe~~
see when i got mood..i'll come write again lorr~~

MY STPM~!!!

pa 1...
tis paper arh..ok lorr~~
after did all my exercise...i think can larr~~wahaha~!

pa2...
tis paper..
make me disappointed the most..
haih..my 15 marks fly liao~~
so yea hy... no more a liao~~~ sigh....

pp1..
hmm... i dunno how to say tis paper larr~~
no 2 really kong jor~~
didnt expect will come out pengeluaran...1st time wei~!!!!! gek sei~!
so yea... can say dat 25 marks i tembak liao~~
others a... okie okie lorr~~

pp2....
hmm...not bad not bad...still got hope...
at last give me a hope~~ XD

econ 1..
actually my teacher say econ hard..
but okie larr...not dat hard..but not dat easy too~~
got standard larr..got standard larr~~

econ 2...
wahahahah~!!
thx to gopal~~ his book helped us a lot~~wahaha~!!
and lucky lucky lucky~~ no kadar pertukaran asing~~ wahaha~!!
tis is one of da paper which i do with a smile on my face~~
(but no confident get a larr)

acc 1..
tis paper~~~ swt~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i thought it will be damn hard..
but hey~~ sure not mistaken paper hor??
not i sombong larr..but all oso feel like dat mahh~~
damn easy wei~~ didnt expect tis paper to be tis easy~~

acc2...
haih..ppl say a... if one paper easy..da second paper can kill ppl~~
aiks... headache arh~! dunno arh dunno arh~~~
no comment at all~!

so..as a conclusion...
stpm KILLS...
(but not dat dat dat hard oso larr... ><)

over...over...

finally~~
everything was over now..
stpm..
because of u..i edi suffered ONE MONTH~!!!
now... time for me to relax~!!wahaha~!!
hmm..wonder wat i've beeon doing one month??
let's see.....

tis one month...
i've learned many many thing..
realised a lot a lot thing...

1st...
i realised something...
"when someone is precious to u.. doesnt mean u hv to hold then close to you.."
yup yup... i've heard about it a long long time ago..
but to do it?? oni now i've learned how to let go ba...
last time..i oways think dat i must cherish someone i love o i like..
i oways think dat da way to cherish them is to be around with them..
sounds silly... rite??
but now i know...
maybe da best way to cherish da one is to let them go..
maybe u'll suffer a lot a lot..
i admit till now i cant take that pain..
but when time comes.. there's no way for u to be stubborn..
"let them go...or hurt them.."
which way will you choose??
yup yup..i've asked my self a lot time... then i get tis ans..
i'll let go..
let go everything...even in the end it will hurt me..
but it's oways da better choice to hurt urself then let others suffer..rite??
so... holding back them with tears wont be a gd way~~
smile... and watch them go away... maybe in ur heart u're crying... but the smile on ur face will let da one wont be hurt anymore... worth rite??
so yea... after think and think... i choosed my way..
da last msg... da last tears...
then i told myself....
"nvm....u still hv memories with you...enough dear.."
from da day till now.... no more any tears coming out d... maybe i edy get stronger... o i just not willing to cry anymore....

2nd...
da value of friends...
yup...i've cherish everyone of them every second..
but..to tell da truth... i cherish them.. but didnt expect for their help..
coz i know..everyone hv their pro.. rite??
but tis one month... i really really appreciate u guys..
thx... if you know wat's up with me.. then ur da one of i wanna thx now...
thx for lending ur ears for me...even just a while... even without any help..but dear... u really saved me...if not...i dunno how am i going do study for my other exams...
thx for being there for me... da moment i need a shoulder da most..... u didnt lend me ur shoulder... but da way u care.. thx dear... i really really cherish it... maybe oni on9... but i know u care..haha~~ i promise i'll try my best wont bully u anymore~~
thx bro... for oways be there.. sometimes i know i very bad to u lar~! but u helped me a lot... but but..i oso helped u a lot wei~! wahaha~!
hey gurl...u know me da most huh... maybe becoz v stayed beside oni... dat's y u almost know everything about me har~~ but ya... i dunno how to thank u lar~!! thx becoz being there for me when i cry...shhh.... dun tell others wei~! if not i malu malu wor~ haha~!
well... to others... i didnt tell a lot wat's up with me... but to everyone...love you guys.. muackzz~!!

3rd...
EXAM KILLS~!!
can u imagine i edy one month didnt sleep more than 4 hours?!?!?
haha..yea... busy with acc..pp..econs..pa...than back to acc...pp...econ..pa again...like tis lorr~~ rotate and rotate~~
till da day..19TH OF NOVEMBER~~~!!
haih...a day to forget~!! staring from da day till today...i hug the books everywhere i go arh!! (except toilet larr...XD)
tell you..exam really really kills.... cant sleep well..cant do anything well..
at last..becom not feeling well... =.=
haih...lucky not dat bad... if not arh...can die wei....

4th...
dun waste time...
while i was studying...then oni i realised..
hey...i didnt use my time well eh~!!
but now... hahaha~~~ i know liao~!
i wan use my time very very well... wan use my time to the max~! wahaha~!
i wan watch movie..on9..go out..read magazines..and do everything i wan.~!!
if not a... haih...start study again...i will feel dat i not sayang myself eh...
wahahaha~!!
so yea.... hy~!! gambateh~!!! must do all you wan o~! XD

aiya...summo other things...
not so important one larr..haha

AND NOW...
hehehe...exam finish liao..
i wan go play... GO PLAY arh~!!!!
penang?? johore?? singapore?? genting?? eye on m'sia?? sing k?? sabah?? sarawak??
" u arh...wan go so many place... go planet MARS larr you~!"...TIS IS WAT MY STUPID BRO SAY TO ME~!!!..
he arh...oways wan "throw ice water" to me gek..haih...
but come to think...hmm... if can go MARS...can try oso worr...wahaha~!!
but now...pk jor..must work 1st..
coz a lot thing wan do.. so yea.. go work go work~! wahaha~!!