over...over...

finally~~
everything was over now..
stpm..
because of u..i edi suffered ONE MONTH~!!!
now... time for me to relax~!!wahaha~!!
hmm..wonder wat i've beeon doing one month??
let's see.....

tis one month...
i've learned many many thing..
realised a lot a lot thing...

1st...
i realised something...
"when someone is precious to u.. doesnt mean u hv to hold then close to you.."
yup yup... i've heard about it a long long time ago..
but to do it?? oni now i've learned how to let go ba...
last time..i oways think dat i must cherish someone i love o i like..
i oways think dat da way to cherish them is to be around with them..
sounds silly... rite??
but now i know...
maybe da best way to cherish da one is to let them go..
maybe u'll suffer a lot a lot..
i admit till now i cant take that pain..
but when time comes.. there's no way for u to be stubborn..
"let them go...or hurt them.."
which way will you choose??
yup yup..i've asked my self a lot time... then i get tis ans..
i'll let go..
let go everything...even in the end it will hurt me..
but it's oways da better choice to hurt urself then let others suffer..rite??
so... holding back them with tears wont be a gd way~~
smile... and watch them go away... maybe in ur heart u're crying... but the smile on ur face will let da one wont be hurt anymore... worth rite??
so yea... after think and think... i choosed my way..
da last msg... da last tears...
then i told myself....
"nvm....u still hv memories with you...enough dear.."
from da day till now.... no more any tears coming out d... maybe i edy get stronger... o i just not willing to cry anymore....

2nd...
da value of friends...
yup...i've cherish everyone of them every second..
but..to tell da truth... i cherish them.. but didnt expect for their help..
coz i know..everyone hv their pro.. rite??
but tis one month... i really really appreciate u guys..
thx... if you know wat's up with me.. then ur da one of i wanna thx now...
thx for lending ur ears for me...even just a while... even without any help..but dear... u really saved me...if not...i dunno how am i going do study for my other exams...
thx for being there for me... da moment i need a shoulder da most..... u didnt lend me ur shoulder... but da way u care.. thx dear... i really really cherish it... maybe oni on9... but i know u care..haha~~ i promise i'll try my best wont bully u anymore~~
thx bro... for oways be there.. sometimes i know i very bad to u lar~! but u helped me a lot... but but..i oso helped u a lot wei~! wahaha~!
hey gurl...u know me da most huh... maybe becoz v stayed beside oni... dat's y u almost know everything about me har~~ but ya... i dunno how to thank u lar~!! thx becoz being there for me when i cry...shhh.... dun tell others wei~! if not i malu malu wor~ haha~!
well... to others... i didnt tell a lot wat's up with me... but to everyone...love you guys.. muackzz~!!

3rd...
EXAM KILLS~!!
can u imagine i edy one month didnt sleep more than 4 hours?!?!?
haha..yea... busy with acc..pp..econs..pa...than back to acc...pp...econ..pa again...like tis lorr~~ rotate and rotate~~
till da day..19TH OF NOVEMBER~~~!!
haih...a day to forget~!! staring from da day till today...i hug the books everywhere i go arh!! (except toilet larr...XD)
tell you..exam really really kills.... cant sleep well..cant do anything well..
at last..becom not feeling well... =.=
haih...lucky not dat bad... if not arh...can die wei....

4th...
dun waste time...
while i was studying...then oni i realised..
hey...i didnt use my time well eh~!!
but now... hahaha~~~ i know liao~!
i wan use my time very very well... wan use my time to the max~! wahaha~!
i wan watch movie..on9..go out..read magazines..and do everything i wan.~!!
if not a... haih...start study again...i will feel dat i not sayang myself eh...
wahahaha~!!
so yea.... hy~!! gambateh~!!! must do all you wan o~! XD

aiya...summo other things...
not so important one larr..haha

AND NOW...
hehehe...exam finish liao..
i wan go play... GO PLAY arh~!!!!
penang?? johore?? singapore?? genting?? eye on m'sia?? sing k?? sabah?? sarawak??
" u arh...wan go so many place... go planet MARS larr you~!"...TIS IS WAT MY STUPID BRO SAY TO ME~!!!..
he arh...oways wan "throw ice water" to me gek..haih...
but come to think...hmm... if can go MARS...can try oso worr...wahaha~!!
but now...pk jor..must work 1st..
coz a lot thing wan do.. so yea.. go work go work~! wahaha~!!